Wish list for 2007-2008

  i wish to...

continue moving toward my life long dream/goal which includes the desires to finish college(even if it means fighting off those stupid demons, telling them to leave me the hell alone), to raise a family of my own, to complete my autobiography b4 my memory goes sour, and to squeeze everything i can out of life as long as He is willing.

no longer be afraid of rejection. 

 fall in love with Jesus (even more than i already have) and maybe even someone else, just for fun. lol!

 for kayla to find more help without feeling uncomfortable or too needy for asking.

 for my darling pateal to continue to find purpose in life itself.

for sarah to realize that she has more talent than she thinks. hopefully, one day she'll stop being so hard on herself. she is so beautiful and so loved.

for tracy to find her inner/outer beauty, and to continue building her confidence.

 for laura and jess to rest their tired eyes...(and then take me on the roadtrip of a lifetime lol, i love you girls!)

 to ride a train

 to finally climb pinnacle mountain and walk the  beautiful trail again. oh and how could i forget a/b flying kites, or lying on a blanket eating PBJ talking about life and all its glory, and then soaking in every ounce of beauty within life itself? (sigh, that really was the best day of my life. if i could race that park ranger in her squad car again, i would do it in a split second.) 

 to walk with the aide of a walker someday

 for mom to trust that God will provide. maybe she'll stop worrying about finances.

for God to heal my body (whatever that may mean to Him)

 for my friends, family, and i to learn what unconditional love truly is, and to be completely satisfied with everything that we are.

 i want to continue to witness miracles(in my own life and the lives of others) i want to continue to "defy the odds" as some may say, with the help of God and God alone.

 to find someone to live with for the summer and eventually live on my own(thanks girls for an amazing summer this past year. i would relive every minute of it if i had the chance. )

 to possibly get a ''real job" somehow, somewhere...

 to celebrate my 21st bday with no regrets...

what's on your wish list this Christmas?

NOTE***THESE THOUGHTS ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER!!!***

I'm flying to the highest of all heights

Don’t know where my wings will take me,

With You I’ll make it,

With You I’ll be alright.

Isaiah 40:31

If I had Christmas wish for this year it would be for myself, for my friends, and my family to be satisfied with the accomplishments we've made in life thus far. For others to realize that in God's eyes we are all golden treasures despite how many times we may trip and fall.  I am continuing to learn to count my blessings being thankful for every breath that I have been given.Thanks you to those of you who have held me up spread my wings and taught me how to fly. Thank God for all of you.

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 

16Be joyful always; 17pray continually;18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.